I know my decisions are made in heaven before I ever make them, but I have a few coming up that I need serious help on. Seriously. Ok, I know God gave me my job, at least for this time, I can't leave it before the end of the school year. I love the kids, they love me, they need me there, the class literally can't function without me there.
But, Africa needs me. Or maybe I need Africa more than Africa needs me. I need the kids, the love, the atmosphere. They need what I can do, what I can bring. Maybe I could even work with special needs kids there.
And then there is Brazil, my love, my favorite country, my real home on earth, where I would be so at home. But maybe Brazil is not on my plate for this year? No, it is. Rio. Without a doubt.
But my kids!!! The kids at my school!!! I must at least finish this school year, right?
Anyhow, I will have a nice weekend starting tomorrow and get to see some of my Iris friends and Bob Jones (the prophet, not of BJU) will be speaking. Maybe things will sort themselves out there. Yeah. So I'm off to church soon for a prayer meeting. They are always awesome times when God comes. He is soooooo good!!! I love Him so much!
So I am not going to be like my sister and agonize for months over this. Give it up to God, that is it. Lord, show me the way!
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